Love me, Logan #13

When school was over, Jess had to go home early for something. So I was alone again. I stepped out of the school corridor. There, I saw Logan holding a girl's hand. It was Alexa. Logan's ex. Logan's freaking ex. Logan turn around and saw me. Alexa looked at me with disgust.

'Hey,'

'Hi,' I said. I walked away. It looks like Logan was about to say something. I held my breath, I was about to cry.

'Wait! Karen!' Logan shouted my name. I didn't answer.

'Logan, you are my boyfriend now. So act like one!' said Alexa. I overheard her.

'Alexa, I have friends.' said Logan. Logan let go o her hand and ran to me. 'Hey, hey, what's wrong.'

'Nothing. Go away.' I said.

'What? Karen? Answer me!'

'I don't wanna talk! Now go away! You have a girlfriend to be with.' I said. I saw my car and went inside. I slammed the door at Logan's face.

'Fine then.' he walked away.

'What's the matter, sweetheart?' asked mom.

'Don't ask. I wanna go home.' I said. Mom drove us home. I stomped right up to my room and wrote in my diary.


Dear Diary,

logan has a girlfriend. if he did, why did he call me pretty? bah. he sounds so cheap. why do i still like him then?! this is hard -___- huh. i don't feel like writing a lot today. i'll just go online or something

I did go online. Zack was on so I started a chat with him.

KARENBABY: ZACKKKiii!!

ZACKisHardcore: Karennyyy!!!!!!

KARENBABY: kareny? lol :]

ZACKisHardcore: mhmmm ^^

KARENBABY: pshhhh

ZACKisHardcore: imma change my display name :L

KARENBABY: mee teww.

We changed our names, I just felt like changing it.

Zackii: tadaaa :D

Karrawr: tadaa tew x3

Zackii: karrawr? RAWR!! :D

Karrawr: ikr :D RAWR <3

Zackii: psh. m boredd.

Karrawr: zombiesssss

Zackii: ???

Karrawr: zombies!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zackii: where o_O

Karrawr: here :D

Zackii: D:

Karrawr: YUH DUN LIKE ZOMBIES?!

Zackii: nuh.

Karrawr: fine then D:<

Zackii: :D

Karrawr: i fink yu are gay.

Zackii: WHAT?!?!

Karrawr: yo name sounds gay :P

Zackii: zackii. wot yu called me. D:

Karrawr: hehehehehehehe

Zackii: i'll change it then.

Karrawr: lol

Zackehh: tadaarr

Karrawr: sure -___-

Zackehh: :)

Karrawr: can yuh come overrr. m boredd.

Zackehh: finee :@ my hotel isnt far anyways.

Karrawr: hotel?

Zackehh: yeah. i dont live here yuh noe.

Karrawr: O:!! where do yu live then? :l

Zackehh: fairsville

Karrawr: OMG!!

Zackehh: got a prob?

Karrawr: im moving there

Zackehh: WHOA AWESOME!! when?

Karrawr: idk soon i guess

Zackehh: we can hang out more then :DD

Karrawr: ikr :D

Zackehh: hey, i has to go. band practice..

Karrawr: O:!! what do yu play?

Zackehh: guitar :]

Karrawr: i loooove guitarrr <3

Zackehh: ikrr! heyy, serious, i have to go. byyyeeeeehhhh

Karrawr: byeesh <3

Zackehh is offline.

Now I'm just praying for someone to come over. I lay down on my bed.

'Karen! Jessica's here!' said mom.

'Oh, thank you God. Coming!' I stood up and ran downstairs. I saw Jessica there. 'JESSY!' I screamed and hugged her. She hugged me back.

'Hey!' she said.

'Hey!' I said. 'What do you wanna do?'

'I don't know. Let's go to the backyard.' she said. It's been a while since she came to my house.

We both sat on the swing in my yard, it used to be our favorite place. And still.

'So, how's everything?' she asked.

'Logan has a girlfriend,'

'Oh my, what the hell?'

'Serious, it's that Alexa girl.'

'Logan hates Alexa!'

'That's why. Logan sounds so cheap now.'

'You still like him, though,'

'Jess, it's like you can see through me,' I smiled at Jess.

'I know right,' Jess laughed.

'It's like, why am I bothered to like someone whom I'll never be with?'

'Don't worry, you will be with Logan, soon.'

'I don't think so,'

'Psh. When are you moving?'

'I don't know. I'll tell you when my dad tells me,'

'Hmm, if you're still here this Saturday, let's go shopping!'

'Yes please! I think I'm moving this Monday or something.'

'Oh, good then.'

'I think...'

'Hmm..' Jessica started swinging on the swing. I did also.

'Something smells, burnt.'

'Yeah,'

'Dad! What's that smell?' I shouted. There was no answer. 'Dad!'

'Yes, Karen?' said dad.

'What's the smell?'

'Steak for dinner. We have guests.'

'Who?' I looked at Jessica. She was smiling. 'Jess?'

'Yea!' Jessica said happily.

'What about your parents?'

'They're fine, Karen. No more fighting,'

'Oh, thank God!'

'Hmm,' hummed Jessica. We started swinging again.

'What time is it,'

'I don't know,'

'It's getting dark,'

'Have we been out here that long?'

'I guess.' I started humming Dance floor Anthem [by Good Charlotte] and swinging again higher and higher.

'Everybody, I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved,' sang Jessica.

'How did you know?'

'I love Good Charlotte, Karen.'

'Since when?'

'Since forever!' we started singing Dance floor Anthem like idiots sitting and swinging. I know it's an old song, but I have fun.

When it was like, 7:30 P.M., we were called to get in the house. Dinner time. I saw Jessica's parents.

'Karen! You look very pretty!' said Jessica's mom. We hugged. 'How are you?'

'I'm good, hehe. You?'

'I am fine, thank you.' her mom smiled at me.

'Alright, everyone sit down. Dinner time!' said dad. Everyone sat down and mom started serving stakes.

'Karen, help serve drinks.' said mom. I stood up and walked to the kitchen counter. 'Serve the adults champagne, and ask the young ones what they want.' I just nodded my head.

'Champagne anyone?' I said. The adults raised their hand, and Kyle also did. 'Not you, Kyle.' I poured some in the adult's glasses. 'Jess, what do you wanna drink?'

'Coke!' she said.

'Why aren't you asking me?' asked Kyle. I threw a can of coke to Jessica.

'Best friends first,' I said to Kyle. 'What would you like to drink, Kyle?' I said annoying him.

'Sprite. Put it on my tab.' he said.

'Psh.' I scoffed. I threw the can to him. I took a can of Coke and sat down.

The adults talked adults stuff, me and Jess talked some other stuff. Kyle, psh. Don't ask.

All of that was over in a blink of an eye. We all had fun. We have never done for a long time. But there is this thing called time, everything just has to pass. It's a new day. I'm moving this Sunday. And it's a Thursday already. Great.

===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #12

It's a new day, Friday. Jessica's coming back. I can't wait! I won't be picking her up though. Today's also a holiday. They're still using the school building for something. Thank God it's Friday. I got off my bed. I went downstairs. Of course, the first person I'll see in the morning is Kyle. Kyle eating.

'Morning Karen,' said Kyle. That's...odd. He never say that eversince he was born.

'Morning...' I said awkwardly. I stared at him awkwardly and sat down on a chair, still feeling the awkwardness.

'Morning, sweetheart.' I noticed dad messing my hair from the back. He took a seat, his face looks uncomfortable. 'Karen, I've been promoted, and we're moving.'

'What?' I said.

'I got promoted, and we're moving. I'm sorry, Karen.'

'Wh-where are we moving?'

'A town four hours from here, uhm, Fairsville.'

'You mean that the city Fairsville?'

'Yes. Is it okay, Karen?' dad's face is worried. 'I know you have friends, but, we all have to leave them. Just four hours away,'

'It's okay dad, I'll live with it.' I said shaking my head. I guess I'm alright with the idea. But, Logan, I'm gonna have to leave him. That's hard. But I have to act normal. I mean, that's how I'm gonna have to be to get along with people. Dad just hugged me. I stood up and took a bowl. I poor it with cereal and milk. I ate it with discomfort. Without saying a word, I finished my breakfast and went back upstairs. I wanted to write my diary this time. I went to my room and saw my diary there, untouched. I took it and a pen and started writing.

Dear Diary,

im gonna have to move. idk how am i gonna be getting along in fairsville. im gonna miss logan so much. im gonna miss jessica so so so much. i know, im only 4 hours away, but still. 4 hours wont make me able to hangout with jessica and logan often. i seriously dont know how much my life will suck there. i mean, first i'll have to leave jessica, then logan?! how suckish can life get?

When I was writing every sentence, a tear drop would fall off my face and land on my book. SERIOUSLY, I HAVE TO LEAVE LOGAN?! AND JESSICA?! I continued expressing myself on a book. A book. People would say. But this book is not just a book, it's a book filled with my dreams, love life, normal life, and feelings.

what if i end up in a school filled with snobs and weird people? im already comfortable here! im so worried. but, huh. idk. im gonna have to face what you call LIFE. those things you need to face, good AND bad. well, bye jessica. and logan. AND LOGAN. LOGAN DDDDDDDDDDDDDDx

Yes, I did write the last part, but in drawings. And then I drew some sad faces around my writing. I'm no more happy Karen.

Instead of crying my brain out, I went on my laptop. When it was on, I thought about what I said to my self before. How do you cry your brain out? Never mind. Hey, Logan's on Skype. I didn't want to video call him. I'm seeing if he would video call me. I waited. And he did. I was so happy! Of course, I'd answer it. Psh.

'Hey,' he said to me through video call. His voice was kinda fuzzy. But psh. I don't care.

'Hey,'

'You look pretty even from video call,'

'Oh, you don't look bad either.' AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! HE CALLED ME PRETTY!

'Haha. So, how's the weather?'

'The weather? Haha,' I said.

'Gosh, you're pretty.' he said. AND WE AREN'T EVEN DATING! AAAAAAA!!

'Aww, thanks.' I said.

'Wanna do something? Do you go on IMVU, or Zwinky?'

'Zwinky,'

'I'm going on mine. You coming?'

'Yea,' I shook my head. We went on Zwinky. If you don't know, Zwinky is an online chatting game thing. I love it.

So, we went on caht with our video call still on ♥

It went like this:


karen__x: hey. yu look pretty, virtually, lol, cute

hotdogs76: hehe. chu too :]

karen__x: wht r we gonna do here?

hotdog76: idk. im lagging. brb

karen__x: k

Logan poofed for a while. Then he went back. The place we are at is pretty crowded and a lot of people are talking in capital.

hotdog76: back

karen__x: wb :]

hotdog76: ty :]

karen__x: my turn to poof. brb

I poofed. It was lagging so much. Then, LIKE DUHHHH, I went back to Logan.

karen__x: hellurs :D

hotdog76: hiiiii

karen__x: its laggin hardcore, lets go to your room

hotdog76: sure -___-

I went to his virtual room, so did Logan himself. It was more quiet, of course. It was only the two of us. "The two of us", I like those four words.

karen__x: soo..

hotdog76: soo..

karen__x: i need to tell yu sometin :/

I was going to use the L word, but, I don't know.

hotdog76: what?

karen__x: nvm

hotdog76: WHAT?!

karen__x: i said never mind -__- jeez.

hotdog76: sorry

karen__x: my head hurts. i think imma go off now...sorry

hotdog76: oh. ok. get well karen :]

karen__x: byee.

hotdog76: ily.

I read that. When my cursor was just about to click exit.

I was smiling when I turned off my laptop. Then, silently, I stood up on my bed.

'AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' I said starting to jump on my bed and shaking my hair and just yelling. 'LOGAN ALEXANDER LOVES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' I was just soo happy! I thought today would be the suckish! But no! I was so happy! I couldn't stop jumping on my bed. This could be my chance! My chance of going out with Logan!

I'll be waiting for the day! I want to go out with him! I won't stop jumping. Until my head hurts again. Ouch. That's enough headbanging, I said to my self. I lie down on my bed. My head was spinning so much. I need to tell Logan I like him before he doesn't anymore. But, I'm not brave. I just can't! But I will.

I looked at the clock, I was hungry for chocolate. I hope Kyle didn't finish my Hershey's. I went downstairs, Kyle wasn't there. Good. I went to the kitchen, to the fridge and took my chocolate. I sat on the couch. I saw dad washing his car. Makes me wonder, when are we moving? I went outside and asked dad.

'Daddy, when are we moving?'

'This Wednesday, sweetheart.' he said. I felt cool I didn't say anything but thanks. And I went back inside. I thought about what dad said. My head was like, THIS WEDNESDAY?! Shiiiiiz. Oh well.

The day went slow. I didn't get any text messages from Jessica. Not a call either. I tried to call her a billion times, she won't pick up. I sent her a text message too. Not a, more like, one thousand. Psh. I guess I'll have to see her in school.

The next two days went fast. Even though I didn't do anything. Even Sunday, which is supposed to be family day.

So it's a Monday. School time. Logan time. Finally meeting Jessica after a long time, time. I walked down the hall. I saw Jessica. I ran to her secretly. And then I bear hugged her.

'Oh my God I miss you so much!' I said.

'KAREN! I miss you!' Jessica said. She hugged me too. We hugged so much that day.

'How's your parents?' I said.

'Psh. I don't wanna talk about them. I'm living my life,' she said. Wow. She sounded like she didn't care. I guess she knows everything's going to be alright. 'What class?'

'History,'

'Let's go get back seats!'

'I got my real Jessica with me,' I said. She passed me her favorite gum she bought at Spain. I liked it.

'Alright,' she said. We strut down the hall to our history class. We entered the class and sat on the very last row. 'So, how's Logan?'

'I went on Zwinky a few days ago, and he said --'

'No,'

'He said I love you!'

'Oh my God Karen! Does he know?'

'No,'

'Aren't you gonna tell him? Since he feels the same for you?'

'I, I can't Jess,'

'Well, why not?'

'I'm not, you know,'

'What?'

'Brave,'

'Oh, Karen. Just like that song we both wrote. We were so bored. Remember "You won't know I love you becasue I'm just not --'

'Brave,' we said together. We laughed at the end. Good times.

'Now seriously,'

'What, Jessica?'

'When?'

'I told you!'

'Come one, Karen. You can do it. Promise me, by the end of this week, you'll tell him.' she said. She made me remember I was moving. I need to tell her.

'Jess, I won't be here by the end of this week,'

'What do you mean?'

'I'm moving,'

'What?!'

'My dad has a job in Fairsville. I'm sorry,'

'Aww, Karen, tell your dad to have you stay here,'

'I can't, Jess.'

'Well, you're going to be spending a lot of time with me, Karen West.'

'Fine. I miss you, person.' I hugged Jessica again.

'I miss you more,' she hugged me back. The teacher went in. We went back to our goody-two shoe selves. I saw Logan walk. He was confused when he saw Jessica next to me.

'Jess, welcome back.' Logan said. He was pointing at Jessica's chair confused.

'Thank's Logan. Why are you pointing?'

'No, nothing. It's just when you aren't here I sit next to Karen.' Logan said. Jessica looked at me grining.

'Well, don't worry, I can move.'

'No, no, it's okay. You're her bestfriend and all, so, stay. I'll sit infront of you guys.'

'Ehem? Girls?' Jessica said, she cleared her throat. She hates to be called a "guy".

'I mean, girls.' Logan took the seat infront of me, and then Seth has to sit next to him.

'Whoa, another chic?'

'Shut up, Seth.' said Logan. Seth scoffed and winked at me and Jessica. We looked at him in disgust. Even he's almost hot, but still. The teacher started teaching. We started doing our thing in class; doodling, day dreaming, tapping fingers on the desk, and sleeping. Also talking. Silently.


===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #11

I just watched Logan walked out the door and get into his car. Me and Zack stared at each other. Just wondering what will we do now. I looked at the mess we made. I felt guilty, but I laughed.

'Do you think we should clean this mess?' I asked.

'I was just about to say that,' Zack said. I led him to where the cleaning stuff are. He took a mop, I took a mop. And some cleaning cloth. We walked to the kitchen.

'How, are we going to clean this?' Zack asked with his mouth wide opened.

'Don't worry, Zack. We can do it,' I said to him with a smile and started mopping. He started after me. 'Hey, you know, what you said to Alexa and her friends was pretty mean.' I said. A drop of sweat dropped from my forehead.

'What?' he said that as if he didn't do anything wrong. Another word, careless.

'How you called them whores and whatever,'

'Oh,' he said. He ignored me.

'Hello?'

'Yes?'

'Didn't you pay attention?'

'Yes, I did.'

'Then?'

'They're whores. Doesn't change a thing.' he said.

'Zack,'

'What?'

'Learn to respect,--'

'What? Are they your friends?'

'No, but--'

'But what? Why are YOU on their side?' he paused his mopping. And his talking.

'I'm just telling you to respect. People have feelings. Even those girls that you called whores.'

'No they don't. If they did, they wouldn't talk to Logan like that.'

'Well, that's right. But they were doing that to--'

'Disturb you. If they were disturbed, they wouldn't want that, would they?'

'You know what? Never mind. Call them whatever you want.'

'Mhmm,'. Our conversation ended.

'Zack,' I started again.

'What now?'

'How long did you have your girlfriend? Whom you broke up with,'

'Half a year,'

'Oh. And then she cheated on you?'

'Yeah,'

'Why?'

'She said, I couldn't...' he paused. 'Respect. Oh my God, Karen.'

'What?'

'YOU are right. You said I have a lack of respect for people. You freaking proved it.'

'You see?'

'God. Sorry Karen,' he said to me.

'It's okay,' I said to him. I can't say anything else. I just couldn't.

Like, ten minutes later, we're done mopping the floors, cleaning every dirty spot in the kitchen. Our next confusion is what to do next.

'We're done. Now what are we gonna do?' I asked.

'I have no idea.'

'I'm a mess,' I said looking at my clothes. Zack laughed at me. 'You are one too, moron.' I made an annoyed face at him. He stopped laughing. HA!

'Wanna listen to stuff in my room?'

'Do you have Avenged Sevenfold?'

'Yeah,'

'Let's go.'. We started walking to my room. When I opened the door, Zack rushed past me. 'WHERE IS IT,' his eyes started bulging out as if it were to pop.

'Jeez, hold on, person.' I searched through my CD piles. I took the CD out and passed it to him.

'WHERE IS YOUR CD PLAYER?' he asked. I pointed to a bookcase. On the middle rack, there is a CD played. Zack rushed to the CD played and inserted the CD.

'Why are you in a rush?'

'I haven't been listening to them for two months. TWO MONTHS!'

'Okay, okay.' I said. When the music started, he listened to it, yes, as if he has never listened to Avenged Sevenfold. Ever.

'Aren't the so good?'

'I know right. Play A Little Piece Of Heaven, that's my freaking favorite.'

'That's my favorite too!'

'It's soooo good,'. Me and Zack were head banging. Such good music. I've never been like this before in front of anyone else, not even Logan or Jessica, in my entire life. I felt a bond, I felt like me and Zack has A LOT in common. I don't know about Jessica. I mean, why am I never showing the real me in the fake-real blah me. I feel, Zack is like, a guy version of me, except the fact that he's a little more emo and disrespectful. But still. What? Now you're predicting I'd like Logan no more? WRONG. I will forever love Logan. I need him to know that, but it's never possible. Either we're interrupted, or he has a new girlfriend, blah.

An hour of our headbanging ended. Zack had to go. It's 6 P.M. already.

'Karen, I have to go, it's getting late.'

'Yeah. Okay, bye Zack. I had fun,' I said to him. He hugged me. I hugged him. You know, as friends. Zack went downstairs and out the door. I watched him get in his car. I can't wait for the next day with Logan and Zack. More Logan though.


===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #10

'Milk duds,' I said to my self. I'm so craving for something sweet.

'What, honey?' said Mom.

'HONEY! Do we have honey?' I said.

'Right in the fridge, sweetheart.'

'Mmkay,' I said as I opened the fridge. I took some bread, and of course the honey. I placed the honey down on the counter and insert the bread in the toaster. I sat down and waited. Ping went the toaster. I always did love a "ping" sound. It's...cute. I took out the toast. 'Ha! Hot! Hot!' I said breathlessly and throwing the toast and catching it.

'Are you okay?' asked Mom.

'Yeh. Hot!' I said. I held the bread holding the pain and took a plate and knife. I placed the bread on the plate, open the jar of honey and started spreading the honey on the bread. When I was done, not caring a thing, I ate my bread without closing the jar.

'Honey close the jar when you're done with it,' said Mom reading her paper.

'Mhmm,' I said enjoying my bread. I know, I know, it's just honey and bread. But when you're craving for something you'll enjoy it no matter what it is. Right?

When I noticed my bread was finished, I started being emotional again. DF, I'm not PMS-ing or something. I'm just, pissed at this world. I went up to my room. I decided to write my diary.

I opened my door and noticed my window open. In front of the window was a table, and on the table there was a note. It read:

hey, what's up? logan

Awwwwww!! That's so cute! I looked out my window, I saw him sitting and leaning on a tree. I rushed downstairs. I saw him there, looking up at the sky, his hair glowing and blown by the wind, his eyes sparkling by the sunlight's reflection. He noticed me standing up and smiling at him.

'Hey,' he said. 'Sit,' he offered.

'Don't mind if I do,' I said sitting next to him.

'You got my note?' he asked.

'Logan, you're such a drama queen.' I said. It's true. He could have just texted me or something. I mean, right?

'Am I?' he said looking at me.

'Mhmm,' I said. I kicked a rock.

'Look at this, Karen and Logan leaning on a tree. T-A-L-K-I-N-G!' said Kyle.

'Put a sock in it, Kyle.' I said. Logan just flipped his hair and laughed.

'Put a sock in it, Kyle.' he imitated me and did some really disturbing moves; e.g., wiggling his butt right at my face.

'Go die, Kyle.' I said lifting up a rock. Logan laughed when I said that. I threw a rock at his butt.

'Ow! What was that for?!'

'For being annoying. Now go, poo, or do you homework. Whatever,' I said. I tried to be cool. Hello? Totally hot guy next to me?

'You're not the boss of me,' Kyle said.

'Mom!' I said scaring Kyle.

'Psh. I'm not scared of Mom.'

'Yes, honey?' said Mom walking from the back yard.

'Bye,' Kyle said running back to the house.

'Logan! You're here!' said Mom.

'I guess I am, hi Mrs. West.' Logan said.

'Well, I'm going back to the kitchen, if you guys are hungry, I made some snacks inside.' Mom said. Then she started walking. Five seconds later, 'Why are you guys silent? Talk!' That was, embarrassing.

'So, what made you come here?' I asked.

'I'm, secretly, taking a break from my reunion preparation thing. So, since I can't keep it a secret in my house, I went here.' he said.

'Why here? Why didn't you go to,' -cough- 'your friend from the football team?'

'I don't know. All I do with them is back talk about girls and play X-Box or something.'

'Oh. Now you're hanging out with, girls?' I asked.

'No. Just you,' he said looking at my eyes. My head was like, KISS ME, LOGAN!! He leaned closer, I leaned closer. He closed his eyes and so did I.

'Oh my God, you guys. Look what Logan is doing with that thing!' said a familiar voice. Me and Logan stopped what we're doing with embarrassment. I looked at the girl who was pointing at us. It was one girl from the cheerleader thing. She was the most hated, but popular girl in the school, Alexa Roberts. She's one of Logan's ex.

'What do you want, Alexa?' Logan stood up and said to her. Alexa and her friends walked to where we are. Alexa stared at me, I looked away. I noticed that Zack in a tank top for men (I don't know what they would call it) was going out of his mom's car. I hope he'll be a lifesaver.

'What are you doing with her?' Alexa said with her flirty eyes and voice.

'Alexa, we broke up.' Logan said. His expression was like, as if he wants to push Alexa off him.

'Hey, Karen.' said Zack. Alexa's girls whatever were like, ooooh. And Alexa's friend who is also named Karen stepped up to Zack and became all flirty.

'Did you mean, me? I'm also a Karen, and more popular than that thing.' Karen said with one arm on Zack's shoulder and the other one touching his abs. Zack pushed Karen off him.

'Get off me, hooker. You're not the Karen I want.' Zack said. HAHA! Me, and Logan laughed so hard as the other Karen being embarrassed.

'That's very brave of you Zack,' I said laughing at him. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me.

'Are all the girls in your school hookers?' Zack said being disgusted by how Alexa and her group dresses up. 'Sluts,' he said flipping his hair and putting his eyes back on mine. I laughed hard and Logan chuckled.

'That was rude,' said Alexa.

'Not rude when it's true.' said Zack.

'Zack. That's mean,' I said. Zack didn't say anything.

'Why are you with her, Logan?' asked Alexa twirling her hair and chewing her gum.

'Alexa, freaking get over it. We broke up already.'

'You still want me, Logan. I can tell.' she said.

'No! You whore! I love someone else! Go away! Go back to your stripping or whatever! Just go!'

'Logan Alexander, you are so going to regret this.' Alexa said. I think she was offended. 'Girls,' she snapped and everyone walked with the same way; turn, push their hair back, lifted their heads a little and walked. That is so, sister hood. Bad way.

'So, Karen, aren't you going to introduce me to your friend?' said Zack.

'Uhm, 'kay. Logan, meet my friend Zack, Zack, Logan.'

'Hello,' said Zack.

'Hey,' said Logan.

'So, what are we going to do now?' I asked.

'Let's go to Karen's room,' Logan said pulling my hand. Zack followed.

We went in my room. I sat down on my bed, Logan and Zack sat next to me. Like, Logan's by my right, Zack's by my left.

'What are we gonna do here?' I asked. Zack and Logan didn't answer.

Suddenly, there was a call from Mom. 'Karen! Want to help me make cookies?'

'Do you?' I asked Zack and Logan.

'I like cookies,' Zack paused, 'I never made them, but, what the heck?' I guess that's a yes.

'Logan?'

'Fine,' he said. No enthusiasm.

'Hey, what's wrong? You're not in the Hey-i'm-Logan-and-I'll-do-anything mood?' I asked Logan rubbing his shoulders a little.

'I don't know,' he said. We went downstairs anyways.
'What can we do?' I asked.
'Well, we used to make cookies together. So, I'm going to do some of my work while you guys make the cookies. Is that fine?' Mom asked.

'Uh, yea,' I said. Mom walked away. We got the whole kitchen to our selves.

'What do we use to make cookies?' asked Logan.

'Okay, we have to start with flour, water, sugar, brown sugar, and a little salt and baking soda.' I said. I took a big bowl and the guys helped me with the ingredients.

'I'm not good with flour, Karen. Just saying,' Zack said.

'Okay, pour the flour and water and whatever I said before.' I instructed. Logan poured the water just like that, in one tilt of the water jug, and Zack poured the flour just like Logan making us covered with water and flour a little. 'Okay, that wasn't how I planed but, what the hell.' I said. 'Now, mix it.' I said. We all put our hands in it and like, it was so cute how Logan was like, punching the mixture and Zack stick his tongue out while mixing it.

'This is hard,' said Zack.

'Logan, take it easy,' I said turning my head to Logan.
'Hehe,' Logan said. He is so cute ♥

When the flour and water makes a dough, we took it out from the bowl and added the other ingredients and started punching the dough.

'Hey, Zack, throw me some flour,' I said. I thought he would throw it to the dough, but he didn't. He threw it on me! 'Oh no you didn't,' I said. I picked up some flour and started running around the kitchen with Zack attacking each other with flour. Logan didn't join, until I accidentally threw flour at him.

'Karen!' Logan said. He picked up some flour and attacked me. We three ran around the kitchen. I was the one who was the most tricky and threw the most flour. Logan whispered to Zack. I think they're planning revenge. Uh oh. Zack took flour, and Logan cleared his hands. They walked to me. I stepped back, back, and back.

'Hey, what's going on?' I asked. Logan ran behind me and grabbed my waist and Zack threw flour at me. A lot of flour at me. Zack walked backwards to get some more flour but he accidentally knocked down a jug of water. Good thing it was a plastic jug. I tried to break free from Logan and Zack stepped behind Logan trying to help him. I slipped because of the water and Logan landed on top of me.

'Hey Karen, where's--' Kyle said. He stared at me and Logan lying on top of each other, 'oh, oh, I'm sorry,' Kyle ran away. Me and Logan got up. Zack was winking at both of us.

'Stop it,' I said at the same time with Logan.

'Okay, back to reality, now we shape them!' I said. We shaped them in really weird ways. Zack and Logan shaped one of them into a letter K, that's so sweet!

We put the cookies in the oven and waited for a few hours. When it was done, we took it out and observed. Zack heard his phone rang. He took his phone out of his back pocket and answered.

'Hello? Yeah. Oh. Oh. Okay. Bye.' Zack flipped his phone. 'I have to be going in 10 minutes.'

'Oh, okay. Who wants to try first?'

'Me!' said Logan and Zack. They took a cookie and ate it.

'This taste good,' said Zack.

'I know right,' Logan said. 'Try it,' Logan suggested to me.

'Okay,' I tried it. It tasted just right. We were enjoying our cookies.

'Oh, I have to go, my mom's outside.' said Zack.
'Wanna bring some cookies?' I asked.

'Yes please,' Zack answered. I took a paper bag out and put some cookies in. 'Thanks,' he said. He opened the door, 'bye!' He said.


===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #9

It's a Friday. Jessica is coming back tomorrow. I'm so worried about her. I can't imagine how broken she would be if her mom and dad did divorce.

Suddenly, my laptop gave a "ping" sound. It's MSN. I checked it, it was from Zack. I sat down on the chair and replied. We were chatting for so long. It went like this:

ZACKisHardcore: hey girl

KARENBABY: when did i approve you?

ZACKisHardcore: i approved me

KARENBABY: YOU HACKED ME?

ZACKisHardcore: no. when i was on yuhr laptop i signed on my msn and added yu. then i signed back on yuhrs. and approved ME!

KARENBABY: smart -___- how the hell did u get my pass?

ZACKisHardcore: it was on remember password. pshh.

KARENBABY: lol. haha. i miss yu. and wat? its only been ysterday? :)

ZACKisHardcore: ikr. i miss yu too. dressing yu up was fun! :D

KARENBABY: i had fun too :D i forgot how to dress emo now :/

ZACKisHardcore: i dont mind going to yuhr house ;)

KARENBABY: ...that sounds weird.

ZACKisHardcore: NOOO. It doesnt sound weird. It READS weird. HA!

KARENBABY: wtf. haha sure. i miss yu emo-lookin friend :)

ZACKisHardcore: we shud hang out some time :)

KARENBABY: totallyyyyyyy <3

ZACKisHardcore: wht about a movie?

KARENBABY: YESSSS A MOVIE!

ZACKisHardcore: what genre of movies yu like?

KARENBABY: ROMANCE!! horror, andddd, romancehorror :D

ZACKisHardcore: i LOVE horror. i like action. a little romance :D

KARENBABY: lol :D cool :) when shud we hang out?

ZACKisHardcore: tomorrow? or sunday?

KARENBABY: tomorrow my friend is comin back from spain. so, sunday :D

ZACKisHardcore: interesting. CANT WAIT!! :D

KARENBABY: totally!!!! :D

ZACKisHardcore: im so bored...

KARENBABY: ikrrrrrr.

ZACKisHardcore: may i have yuhr phone number, my friend? :D

KARENBABY: i got yuhrs.

ZACKisHardcore: O:

KARENBABY: there, i texted you. :DD

ZACKisHardcore: "UNICORNS! hi" very cute..lol

KARENBABY: I KNOW RIGHT!!! UNICORNS ARE AWESOME!!!

ZACKisHardcore: not so sure.

KARENBABY: WHAT DO YU MEAN?! O:<

ZACKisHardcore: i don't like unicorns

KARENBABY: i would slap you, but, i cant.

ZACKisHardcore: youre pretty mean.

KARENBABY: no. im just pretty. LOL JK :D

ZACKisHardcore: yuhr pretty, and mean! :D D:

KARENBABY: lol ":D D:"

ZACKisHardcore: brb, got a call.

KARENBABY: o. k

-five minutes later-

ZACKisHardcore: back

KARENBABY: wb. that was, pretty long. psh. 5 minutes

ZACKisHardcore: yea. just dumped my gf.

KARENBABY: YOU HAVE A GF?!

ZACKisHardcore: had. haD.

KARENBABY: you had a gf? y did yu break up?

ZACKisHardcore: she cheated on me -______-

KARENBABY: o. sorry :/

ZACKisHardcore: yea. she a hooker anyways.

KARENBABY: wow. y would yu date a hooker?

ZACKisHardcore: idk. m annoyed by that question.

KARENBABY: im sorry :l

ZACKisHardcore: mhmm. hey, imma go offline now. gonna think if im regretting this or not. BYE FRIEND!

KARENBABY: BYEE!!! <3 :)

-ZACKisHardcore is offline-

Mhmm. That's it. That was so fun! Zack may look emo, but he's a really fun person. I can't wait for sunday.

I went downstairs to eat something. Pop tarts will do.

'Hello, honey.' said Mom.

'Hi,' I said. I opened the fridge and looked for pop tarts. 'Mom, where are the pop tarts?'

'Kyle ate them,' said Mom. I didn't like that sentence.

'KYLE!' I yelled. He was outside doing his really retarded experiments.

'What?' he answered.

'Why the hell would you finish the pop tarts?'

'I was hungry,' he answered. I walked to the back yard angrily. I freaking love pop tarts. I grab his t-shit collar and lifted up in order to give him slight choking. He was coughing, 'What?!'.

'You're not the only one hungry for pop tarts,' I took a step to the left, not noticing Kyle's experiment is a step away. His experiment was ants, and a little bomb thing.

'Hey! Hey! You're gonna step on my experiment!'

'Bombing ants?' I kicked his jar of ants, setting the ants free of Kyle's death he brings to them.

'KAREN!'

'What's going on there?' said Mom from the kitchen.

'Nothing, Mom!' Me and Kyle said together.

'Finish the pop tarts, and be very careful.' I said letting go of his collar. He fell on the grass (of ants) and took a deep breath.

'Oh my God, ANTS!' Kyle yelled. He had some in his mouth and his face and he was screaming. I rubbed my hands together. I hope he learns his lesson: I love pop tarts.


===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #8

'Logan, honey, I just remembered we need to prepare for out reunion. I'm sorry but you can't stay in Karen's house today,' said Logan's mom on the phone.

'Oh. Okay,' Logan said. I looked away to the window with a frown.

'I'm right outside Karen's house so go outside now,' instructed Mrs. Alexander.

'Okay. Sorry, Karen. Some other time, 'kay?' he said smiling at me. I just nodded my head and smiled. That's it. Logan went downstairs and I waved to him from my room window. He waved back.

I feel so moody. I feel so moody. I feel so moody. I don't know how am I going to tell Logan that I like him. I, I can't. Not with all the distractions in life. And the fact I'm not brave.
A purple teardrop (the effect of wearing eyeliner) ran down on my face. I wiped it off. I threw my face onto my pillow. I need to tell him I like him. But, a thought came upon me. So, example, I told Logan I like him. He says "oh", and then for the rest of my life he'll ignore me and I'll be even more broken. That makes sense. But if I don't tell him he'll never know. And if he never knows, how am I going to be going out with him? Logan just called me cute and hot. That's it. As a friend was, I guarantee. I'll be broken in both ways. I need to get closer to him in order to win his heart. How the hell can I with billions of girls crushing on him? I'm seriously not in the mood for anything.

Today is thursday. I remembered that tomorrow we won't have school. I don't know why. I think they're going to use the school building for something. I don't care what are they going to use it as long as there is no school.

I'm so bored. I looked outside of my window. I saw a lady talking to my mom. I didn't see anything else but (I think it was) the lady's car. So, just wondering, and bored, I went downstairs and outside to see.

'Karen! Melissa, meet my daughter, Karen,' mom said. I just waved awkwardly at whoever Melissa is.

'Hi Karen, I am Agnes' friend. I want you to meet my son, Zack. Zack, come out here!' said Melissa. I noticed this emo-looking guy coming out of the car. He has black long hair, and wore a black hoodie, jeans and dirty Converse. He was holding a PSP too.

'Hey,' he said flipping his hair.

'Hi,' I said. Then, the awkward silence. So, to pass that, 'What game are you playing?' I asked.

'Final Fantasy,' he flipped his hair.

'Which one?'

'Crisis Core,'

'I love that game,' I said. I kept it cool.

'I know right. I'm having trouble defeating this thing,' he said. I scooted next to him.

'Can I see?'

'Sure,' he said pointing at this monster thing.

'I had trouble in doing that too, but I got that done,' I said.

'No way. You're a girl!'

'I completed the game,' I said evilly. As a joke. You know, to mess around.

'Prove it,' he said handing the PSP to my hands. I started pressing buttons fast, in 3 minutes, the monster thing got defeated. By me. A girl.

'Hah!' I said.

'Whoa. You're the first girl I've ever known to play Final Fantasy.'

'Mhmm. Here you go,' I said handing back his PSP.
'I still can't believe it. How long did it take you to defeat the whole game?'

'One week. I think. You?'

'What the hell?! One week! This is already my second week! Oh my God,' he said.

'I can show you the cheats,' I said. I felt, naughty...

'You cheated the game?'

'A little?' I raised my shoulders.

'CHEATER!' He pointed at my face.

'You want the cheats?'

'Yes please,'

'Come to my room. Mom, we'll be in my room,' I said running little steps.

'Your daughter is friendly,' Melissa said. I kinda overheard her. I just smirked a little. When we were in my room, I turned on my laptop.

'Hold on, I'll go on the website.' I said.

'Cheater,' he whispered at me a little.

'You're gonna be one soon,' I said. He laughed a little. I like Zack. He's nice. 'Here,' I said.

'You're nice for giving me help, but bad for teaching me how to cheat.' He paused. 'I like you!'

'I like you too,' I said smiling at him. He smiled and flipped his hair. I like how he flips his hair.

Like, five minutes later, 'I'm done. I completed the game!'

'Hurray!' I said (sarcasticly) but as a joke. 'I'm bored,'.

'I know right. You got me to complete my game. Now I'm bored!'

'Jeez, sorry.' I said.

'I'm kidding, don't worry.' he said winking at me. And flipped his hair.

'Do you always flip your hair?'

'Pretty much, yes.'

'Oh. And dress emo-ish?'

'Yeah, since I was thirteen.'

'Interesting. I cannot, like, never was able to dress emo,' I said.

'I'll teach you. Open your wardrobe,' he said. I didn't do anything because I don't have a wardrobe. 'Wardrobe?' He asked.

'You mean those places where you put clothes?' I asked.

'Yeah,' he said. He felt pretty awkward that time. I opened the door to my closet. I don't use the term "wardrobe", it's closet for me. Not to brag and all.

'This,' I said softly. His eyes opened widely.

'Whoa. This is a lot. Where do you usually put your black-colored clothes in?' I pointed to a drawer. 'This is a little bit, but it's fine. Do you own any shirt, black one, that doesn't really fit you?'

'Hold on,'

'And pants,'

'Mhmm, 'kay,' I said opening the drawers. 'Here,' I handed him the pants. 'I can't find a shirt,'

'What about a hoodie?'

'I have a lot of hoodies,' I said. 'Here, this is one.' I said giving him a hoodie.

'Karen, you have a lot of clothes.' Zack said, stunned. 'Okay, put on the hoodie and pants,' he told me.

'Get out,'

'Why? Oh, right.'

'Pervert,' I chuckled. He laughed and went out of my closet. I changed my clothes and opened the door of my closet.

'That looks good. Do you have a hair straightener? Oh, and eyeliner?' He asked me. I opened a drawer from my desk and handed him the hair straightener. 'Put on the eyeliner. Then straighten your hair.' He instructed. I did what he said and like, fifteen to twenty minutes later, I did everything he told me. 'Gorgeous. Emo look, completed. And the fact you fringe covers your eyes, it's a nice touch.' He said. Hmm, I learned how to dress emo. Thank you, Zack.

'Wanna take pictures?' I asked him. He winked at me.

'Yes? Or no?'

'Mhmm,'

'You like pictures?'

'When I'm in the mood. I am now,' he said. I turned on the webcam application on my laptop and we started taking pictures. He was...very...expressive for a guy. Good thing, bad thing, doesn't matter. What? You're gonna go "ew" now? Do YOU have fun?

After that, Zack had to go. We were still in my room.

'I have to go,' he said.

'Oh. Thanks, Zack. I had a lot of fun with you today.' I said to him. He hugged me.

'Bye, I hope you don't mind hugs.' He said winking. He opened the door and went downstairs. I just stayed in my room. When he was outside, I waved at him. I like my emo-looking friend, Zack.


===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #7

'What class are you going to now?' Logan asked. I looked at his face.

'Math,'

'Oh. I hate math,'

'I know right. But like, hey, it's every part of our lives.' I saw the class door in front of me, 'hey, see you later,' I said. Smiling at him. He smiled back and waved at me. I opened the class door, 'Hey, Mr. Jones, sorry I was late. I had to go to the principal's office. May I come in?' I asked.

'Yes, sure, grab a seat.' He said. ​I walked to the back of the class and seated my self. 'Class, open your notebooks and write down what I will be writing on the board.' He said. He started writing down some formula on the board. I opened my book and wrote down what the teacher wrote.

'Hi,' -snort- 'I dropped my pencil, can you,' -snort- 'help me take it?' Said a guy. He sounded nerdy. I looked to my left, whoa. Nerd. I picked up the pencil.

'Here you go,' I said giving his pencil.

'Thanks,' he snorted. I looked away from him, and looked back to my notebook. Math class, as usual, went really slow. But it ended anyways.

I opened my locker and saw there was a note. I opened the note. It was from Seth. It said, "hey, uh, idk y i sent you this but, wtv. i love you. i do. i cant get you off my head. ive been such a bastard to you because i wanted your attention. i noe you are going out with that logan kid..." hold up, "going out"? I shook my head from left to right and continued reading the note. "...so, sorry. tell him im sorry too. - Seth". Wow. That's pretty brave for a guy like him. I felt...weird but touched reading his awful handwriting and his little love for me. His "three words" was sweet. But that doesn't do anything to my love for Logan. I think I better show this to Logan. So I looked for him outside. There, I saw him, standing and held on a bar, leaning on it and looking up to the sky. The wind blew his golden brown hair away from his face, his shirt got blewn a little giving the shape of his body, his eyes sparkling as the reflection of the sun. I fell in love with him, again. Well, I always am. I walked to him. I tapped his shoulder and waved and smiled cheerfully.

'Hey!' He said, smiling at me. Wow, I enjoy his smile a lot. It's a...drug.

'Hi!' I felt like hugging him, but I know I couldn't. I'm just his...friend. 'Seth sent me a note, and, I want you to read it.' I said handing him the note. He took the note and opened it.

He muttered the words fast and paused. 'Hold up, going out? We aren't going out, we're just friends. I mean, right? Friends,' He said. He sounded pretty nervous. I'm still smiling, but like, I'm breaking slowly inside. He thinks I'm a...friend. Just a friend.

'I know right! We're just friends!' I said. Those words are killing me. How can I tell him I love him when I said we're just friends?

'I'll tell him we're just friends,' He chuckled and smiled at me. I'm just like, I LOVE YOU. TELL HIM WE'RE GOING OUT. Wow, that fails.

'Mhmm,' I said nervously. He just smiled at me. I saw my mom's car on the road. So, it must be her. 'Hey, my mom's there already, so, see you tomorrow?'

'Yea, see you tomorrow.' He said smiling at me again. I just can't get enough of his smile! I ran, well, mostly like fast-walked to my car and looked back and waved at him again. He waved back.

'Hi sweety. How's your day?' Asked mom.

'It's fine, mom.' I answered. My mom started the car and drove us home. There was a traffic jam in the middle of our way home. It was so bad that some people actually went out of their car and, just relaxed. I decided to go out of the car and find out what's going on. There was an ambulance. An ambulance. It means someone got hurt. I walked a little faster, I was curious. I walked then stopped. There was an accident. Two cars bumped eachother and there was one man that got hurt. I don't know what happened to him but well, I don't want to know. I don't like blood. So, I walked back to my car. Then I started running. I reached my car and opened the door. 'There was an accident. A man got hurt,' I told my mom.

'Oh, poor man!' Said my mom.

'How are we going to go home?' I asked. I was eager to go home for some reason. I feel so moody.

'Well, we can't trun back, so, we just have to wait. Why don't you read a book or something,' said mom. Read a book. That won't entertain me. Even worse, it won't take me home. I sighed. I just took my iPod and played some rap music. I fell asleep with my earphones on and the music playing. When I woke up, I realized I was in front of the park where me and Logan had our time talking. I missed that time. I wanted to talk to Logan again. Like, personal talk. I can't do that in school. People will think we're going out. I mean, like, seriously, me, and Logan? Everyone's going to hate Logan for dating a girl like me. Like Karen West. I'm not popular. I'm not good at sports. I'm not that attractive either. I'm plain. I'm Karen West.

When we reached home, my laptop was still on. So was my MSN. I looked at my MSN. There was like, 30-ish messages from Jessica. It said, "hey" 29-ish times, and when I read the last one, I was shocked. "my parents might divorce anytime now :'(". I need to be the best friend she ever had. I'm going to keep her company during her struggles. I have to. So, I just replied, "even if they did divorce, i will be right by your side and making you comfortable in every way. im your best friend, you are mine. so i have to act like it." I felt like crying for her. She is going to have a very hard time now. I hope that her parents won't divorce.

I looked at the clock, it was 7 P.M., wow, I spent like, one and a half hour sleeping in the car. I felt like dinner. I went donwstairs and saw Kyle eating.

'What's for dinner?' I asked him. He looked back at me.

'Pork chops,' he said with his mouth filled with food.

'Don't talk when you're eating, Kyle!' Said dad. I didn't notice dad. He was probably by the fridge or something.

'She asked a question!' said Kyle, talking with his mouth full, again. I just took a plate and seated my self. I took some pork chops. Kyle took another one.

'How many did you eat?!' I asked. He just raised his shoulders and took a bite. I rolled my eyes and took a bite.

After eating, I went into my room. I saw some replies from Jessica. I read it. "im so happy having you as my best friend ♥ i love you Karen :)". Then I replied, "me too, when are you coming back? ♥". She replied instantly, "this coming saturday". Today is, Thursday. "2 more days! cant wait, love ♥" I said. Then she replied, "hey, i gtg, byee best friend x ♥" then she went offline. so, I didnt reply.

I felt like sleeping early. I'm tired. I changed to my sleeping wear and let my self fall on my bed. I fell asleep.

The next morning I did my usual and went to school. I saw Logan talking to Seth. I think he's saying that we aren't going out, I said to my self. I walked to Logan. Seth walked away when he saw me.

'Hey,' I said.

'Hey,' he said.

'Did you tell Seth we are'nt going out?' I asked.

'Mhmm. When I said that there was a little smile on his face. Like, there's his chance,' he laughed. I laughed a little. I said it over and over in my head, "I don't wanna go out with Seth! I want you! I Love You Logan!". Logan will never know I like him.

So I went in my history class, Logan sat next to me, bla bla, it's the end of school already. Today went really fast even thought I didn't really enjoy it.

I was standing outside the school when I got a call from my mom. She told me that Logan will be going home with me today. Yay! I looked for Logan and told him that. He just went "okay.".

So, I waited with Logan next to me. Outside, I stayed normal. Inside, I am sooo freaking happy. I know, it's just Logan. That's what you would say. But me, IT'S NOT JUST LOGAN, IT'S LOGAN ALEXANDER!!!

'There's my car,' I said pointing to my car. The car stopped and I saw dad driving it. Logan opened the door for me.

'Ladies first,' he said.

'No, no. Guest first,' I said.

' Ladies first,'

'NO! Guest!'

'LADIES!'

'Fine,' I said going in the car. That was pretty cute, I said in my head. Logan closed the door and dad started driving.

'Hi, Logan. Hi, sweetheart.' He said.

'Did he call me sweetheart?' Logan whispered to me. I giggled.

'No, silly. I'm the sweetheart. You're Logan.' I laughed softly. He laughed too. 'Hi, dad.' I said.

'Hey Mr. West,' he said flipping his hair. I love it when he flips his hair. It's...sexy. HAHA. I mean it.

'Wanna come over, Logan?' asked dad.

'Uh, sure. I don't mind,' said Logan. He texted his mom to tell her that he'll be in my house. I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY!!

When we reached my house, I went off the car and then Logan. Logan looks so hot when the sun is shining on him. His hair all golden, and his eyes sparkle just looks so cute!

My dad opened the door and let us in. Kyle had a donut in his mouth and was walking pass us. 'What are you doing here?' he asked. I looked up at Logan, and spoke with my lips only saying "I'm Sorry". He just smiled at me and spoke with his lips, "It's okay" and smiled again.

'Dad, we'll be in my room if you need us.' I said.

'What are you going to do in your room? Start kissing?' Kyle said shaping his lips as if he were to kiss someone.

'Kyle, shut up!' I said softly but filled with anger. Me and Logan walked up to my room and went inside.

'Nice room. Very, torquoise.' He said. Yes, I like the colour torquoise.

'Thanks,' I said putting my bag on the bed. Logan put his bag on my bed too. He looked at some pictures on my desk.

'Who's this?' he asked.

'Jessica. You know her,' I said.

'Oh, that Spanish girl?'

'Yeah,'

'O my God, is that you?'

'That's my baby picture! Don't look at it!' I said taking the photo and hiding it behind my body. 'Since you've seen it, do not tell anybody!' I said.

'Don't worry, I'll hush.' He winked at me. 'You look so cute, haha.' He said. 'You have a diary?' Logan said picking up my diary.

'No! Don't! Don't look at it! It's too personal!' I said.

'Don't worry. I have feelings,' he said. 'God I'm tired,' he said laying down on my bed. I sat on my bed.

'May I ask?' I shivered.

'Shoot,'

'Are you seeing somebody now?' I said. He didn't look very comfortable when I asked that. I was so nervous when asking that. I have a feeling I'd regret that too.

'I,' he started speaking. Suddenly, his phone rang. 'Have a call,' he picked it up. 'Hello?'


===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #6

'Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight!' Everyone was chanting. Logan's face started to be a bright red color. Seth's also.

'What is going on here?' said Principal Barrymore. Uh oh. Everyone opened the path for him to pass. The principal cleared his throat, 'Mr. White, Mr. Alexander, Ms. West, we, have a lot to discuss about this later on in my office.' He took a breath, 'Now all of you, go to your classes! Now!' He yelled. Everyone feared the principal and ran to their classes. Me, Logan, and Seth went in our history class and took our seats.

'POP QUIZ!' Shouted Mr. Gordon holding papers in his hands. Everyone groaned. 'This pop quiz is about World War One so I hope you studied.' He said handing out the sheets of paper.

'Did you study?' Asked Logan.

'No. Great. Did you?' I asked back.

'Well I did. But I couldn't concentrate with you all over my mind,' Seth winked at me. Cheesy, much.

'I didn't ask you,' I said rolling my eyes.

'I didn't also. I've been busy with my family gathering thing,' Logan said.

'Why are you the one busy with it?' I asked.

'Well, I need to prepare the games that my little cousins are going to play. It's like, a family reunion.' He said and flipped his wet hair.

'Ew, you sprayed some watery thing from you hair to me,' I said, wiping of the watery thing on my face. 'What is that?'

'Oh, I washed my hair this morning. It's not dry yet? It's probably my sweat--'

'Ewww!' I yelled softly.

'Sorry, jeez,' Logan said. 'Ugh. How am I supposed to do this without studying?' He grunted and pulled his hair. Ha, that's cute.

'Don't ask me when I have the same issue,' I said.

'Well, if I were you two, I would quit the chit chat and do it.' Whispered Mr. Gordon at us.

'Hah!' Seth pointed at us.

'Seth, you too!' Mr. Gordon said. We started doing our quiz. Hey, it was pretty easy. Or, it's just I think it is easy but, like, I could end up with an F. Eh. You'll never know.

After history ended, I heard some people saying that the quiz was so easy. So my chance of getting an F is little. I looked at the time, it was time to go to the principal's office!

'Logan! We need to go to the principal's office! Seth! You too!' I said, looking back at where Logan and Seth are. 'We're 5 minutes late!' I said. We all ran to the principal's office and knocked at the door.

'Come in,' said the principal. We came in. Slowly. And silently. 'So, what happened today?' I raised my hand. 'Yes, Ms. West, speak,' he said.

'Well, it started during Seth's first day here. He started being all flirty at me. So Logan tried to fight him off but Seth won't stop. Then what you saw yesterday, or was it two days ago? But anyways, Seth was being all flirty at me and I ignored him. He almost punched me but Logan stopped him again, then you came. And this morning, Seth slapped my, excuse me, butt and Logan kicked his stomach but Seth slapped my,' -cough' 'butt again. He's being so annoying at me, and Logan.' I said.

'Sir, I just wanted to get along!' Said Seth.

'If you want to get along here, you need respect,' Logan said.

'I asked the principal, jackass.' Seth said, the principal's face started showing anger.

'You do NOT call people a jackass here! Logan was right! If you want to get along here you need to have respect! And slapping a girl's butt is off the limit in this school!' said Principal Barrymore. He took a breather after what he said. I guess it's not easy being a principal. 'And because of the awful things you did, you are going to be in detention for two weeks!'

'What?!' Seth yelled.

'Detention after school, for two weeks, starting tomorrow!'

'But, sir! It hasn't even been my first week here, and I'm in trouble already?! What about freaking Logan? He kicked me!' Poor disappointed Seth...

'Oh? Is that so? Then, Mr. Alexander you will be joining detention for, three days, then all is forgiven.'

'What?! Thanks a lot White. But sir!'

'No more buts! No go back to your classes!' Principal Barrymore said pointing at the door. We turned around and walked. Seth turned back and tried to speak, 'Mr. White! OUT!' yelled the principal.

On our way to our (separate) classes, Seth was muttering on how much he misses New York and his school. Ew. Why would anyone miss school?

===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #5

I opened my diary to see if Kyle did anything to it. I looked at every page, and every one are spotless, except OH MY GOSH HE DREW A MUSTACHE ON LOGAN!

'KYLE!' I shouted.

'What?' Kyle said. I stomped downstairs. 'What?' he said with his mouth full of spaghetti, his lower face all covered in sauce.

'Hmmm?' I said, pointing to the page where he messed up. Kyle burst into laughter.

'Genius, eh?' he laughed harder. I grunted. I stomped back up my room. Kyle started laughing at me, 'Love me, Logan.' he laughed at my quote I wrote around the picture of Logan in my diary. I threw my diary on my bed. I saw my phone blinking, and blinking means a text message.
'I hope it's Logan.' I said softly. I read it, "hey, cn yu go on msn? i need help. x jess". It wasn't Logan. It was Jessica. Jessica, my best friend that has been in Spain for like, a month. So, since she told me to go to MSN, I did.

I turned my laptop on, signed on MSN, and started a conversation with her.

KARENBABY: hey x, yu said yu needed me?

jess: yea, my parents. theyre fighting :(

KARENBABY: aww :/ why?

jess: well, idk. they just started shouting at each other. i think its bcoz of the fact that my dads being so ignorant at our family. we went to spain bcoz of my moms family gathering thing n lyk, my dad goes watch soccer games alone. hes pretending he doesnt noe about the gathering. it happened 5 times.

KARENBABY: aww :'( i feel so srry fer u D:

jess: its k.

KARENBABY: no its not! yuhr dad needs to noe that what hes doin is wrong fer the family!

jess: idk. gahh. im so not in the mood. i'll talk to yu later. im not bothered now. bye

-jess is offline-

KARENBABY: byeee xx

That conversation wasn't like the usual conversation I'd have with her. She's so serious. Before her family problem, she was so cheerful, such a goof ball! She used to make such jokes that made me laugh my butt off. Now, it's all gone. Her dad wouldn't bother joining Jessica's mom's family gathering. In fact, he'd ditch all that for a soccer game! Just because soccer is huge in Spain, doesn't mean you need to ditch your wife's freaking family gathering. That's just low. What Jessica's father did, low.

I went downstairs to have my dinner. There wasn't much left for me to eat. I bet Kyle finished everything. So, I just made me some cupped noodles. If you gave up your hopes on eating, cupped noodles are always there.

I went back upstairs and went to bed. I'm pretty worried for Jessica. What if her parents divorced? Her life will be a total wreck. Her dad is a soccer fan, but like, I never knew he would ditch a family gathering for soccer. Suddenly, my phone rang, I picked it up. It was Logan!!

'Hello?' I said.

'Hey, uh, Seth has been bothering me to give him your phone number and I --'

'DON'T!'

'I know. That's why I didn't.'

'Oh my God, thanks Logan!'

'Yea, don't worry. Got to go now, bye!' he said.

'Bye!' I said. Then I hung up. I hung up. Oh my goshhhh! He didn't hung up on me! I am so happy!


The next day, I went to school with a smile. I think Logan likes me, I said in my head. Then another part of me fought that. Just because he didn't hang up on you doesn't mean he likes you. And just because he fought back for you doesn't mean he likes you either. Wow. That's strong. I don't know how to fight that back. And like, I said the negative part my self. Weird.

'Hey hot stuff,' said a familiar voice: Seth. He slapped my bottom, that's like, so off the limit in this school.

'Hey!' Logan said.

'What, Alexander?' said Seth. He rolled his eyes at him.

'You're not going to get along that way. If you wanna get along, then do it with respect.' Logan said. Wow, he sounds like a preacher, good thing or bad thing, I don't know.

'Ooh, nice words there, Logan. I'm unstoppable.' he slapped my bottom again. Logan kicked his stomach and pin him down on the floor. He put his hand around Seth's neck.

'Better watch out what you do, White. I'm the most strongest student here. Don't try to mess with me.'

'Ooh, bad boy huh?' said Seth. He also put his hand around Logan's neck. Everyone was like, fight, fight, fight, fight.

===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #4

On the way home, I couldn't think of anyone but Logan. I spent like, a whole day with him!

The next day, there was a new kid in school. He's a guy, he's pretty much a jock. He has nice hair, tanned skin, and he went to school in a polo shirt that barely fits him. His abs were popping out of shirt. Eh. Logan still looks better.

During history class, I sat where I usually sit, Logan sits next to me, and the new kid sat behind me. I couldn't concentrate with him being all flirty at me.

'Class, you've heard about the new student. Since we don't know him yet, Seth, come in front of the class and introduce yourself, please.' said Mr. Gordon. So his name is Seth. Seth walked to the front of the class and started speaking.

'Hey, uh, guys. I'm Seth White and I'm new here. I'm from New York, I moved here 'cause my dad has somthing with his job thing. So, yeah. Thankyou.' He said. The whole class clapped. Seth walked pass me and winked at me.

'Thankyou, Seth. Now, class, please open your text book page 167. We will be discussing about Martin Luther King Jr.'s fight for no more slavery.' said Mr. Gordon.

'Hey, cutie. Can I have your number?' asked Seth. Ugh.

'Uh. Hi,' I said.

'Naw, don't be cocky to me,' he said, with little laughter. I just rolled my eyes.

'Listen, Seth, if she won't give you her number don't call her cocky. She doesn't know you.' Said Logan. Aww ♥

'Well, the point of me introducing myself in front of the class was so people know me.' He said. Somehow, that was pretty thoughtful.

'Don't push, man. You're a new kid. You don't have any power.' Said Logan.

'What are you? School's most loved kid?'

'Yes I am.'

'Yes he is.' I said. At the same time when Logan said it.

'You better shut your mouth, witch.' He said. But, he didn't say witch.

'HEY! What did I just hear, Mr. White?' said Mr. Gordon.

'Nothing, sir.' He said.

'Don't continue your fight back there. And Mr. White, just because you're the new kid doesn't mean You're going to loose your advantages to be reported to the principal's office.' Mr. Godon turned back and wrote stuff on the board.

'Better becareful, Logan.' Said Seth.

'How did you know my name?'

'Your text book is still closed.' pointed Seth. Logan looked at his text book with his name written huge on the cover. I covered my mouth to not let Logan know I'm laughing.

'What?' Logan looked at me.

School bell rang. French time. I hate my French class. Even worse, Seth has (more like wanted) to sit next to me. I think he's been stalking me or something.

'Bonjour, la casse.' Said our teacher, Mrs. Joli. Joli means lovely. She isn't. 'There is a new kid?'

'Yes, Mrs. Joli, I am.' said Seth.

'Oh, zaa! Why don't you, introduce your self?' said Mrs. Joli, with her french accent. Seth walked to the front.

'Hey, uh, bonjour. I am Seth White, from New York. My dad has a job here, so, we moved. Uh, I hope I get along. Thankyou, I, uh mean, gracias, uh, merci.' The class chuckled at his mistakes in saying thankyou in french. It was kinda cute, but, still.

French class went by pretty fast. So did the rest of the school day. I was just there, sitting on a bench alone waiting for my mom to pick me up, and suddenly Seth just poofed next to me.

'Hey cutie, I didn't get your number.' He winked at me.

'Uh, hi.'

'Naw, don't be haughty 'cause you are a hotty.' He winked again. SERIOUSLY, THAT WAS SO LAME.

'Uh, can you go away?' I'm not that good in fighting back people. I just say what's in my head.

'Why hatin' girl?'

'Just go,' I said. He's acting so gangster-like. I should have wore my hoodie and jeans.

'Don't make me hurt you just for me to get you.' He said, he fisted his hands.

'Then don't.' I said. I tried to stay cool.

'That's it.' He lifted his arms and I saw Logan running to me.

'Hey! HEY!' Logan shouted.

'Oh, no, here's the school's favorite boy.' Said Seth rolling his eyes.

'You do not hurt a girl. If you're gonna be a man, don't.' said Logan. Seth lifted up his arm, he's all warmed up to hurt me. 'HEY! If you wanna get along, you need to --'

'What is wrong over here?' Said Principal Barrymore.

'Good afternoon Principal Barrymore,' Said me and Logan.

'Good afternoon,' said Seth. Principal Barrymore cleared his throat.

'You, you, and you will be meeting me tomorrow morning in my office, 9 A.M. on the dock!'

'What?' said Logan, me and Seth.

'I got a report from Mr. Gordon, your history teacher, that you people were fighting.'

'What about the drama thing tomorrow?!' Asked Logan. Oh, yeah. I forgot about the Romeo and Juliet thing.

'Well, not to make it hard, you will all have to miss it.'

We al moaned. Great. Another hour to spend with the new kid. AND LOGAN!

'I'll be going now, good day.'

'G'day,' I said.

'Good day,' Logan said.

'I'm not done with you, Karen.'

'What was that Mr. White?'

'Good day, sir!' Seth said.

'Hey, your mom called me, she's busy so she's letting me take you home.' Logan said. YAY!

'Oh, how are you going home?'

'I brought my bike.' Logan said. Pointing to two bikes. One old and rusty bike, and one Harley Davidson.

'That rusty trash, your bike?' Laughed Seth.

'No, you idiot, the motorbike.'

'Oh.' coughed Seth. I felt like laughing so hard, but, I heald it.

'Let's go,' Logan said. I nodded my head. Logan got on the bike first, then me.

'Wait, aren't you too young to ride a motorbike on the road?'

'I know, but from my looks they won't know.'

'Uh, licsence?'

'Don't worry, Karen. Bye, White!' He said.

Logan drove me home. I just waved at him and said thanks. I don't want him to know I have a crush on him, like duhh. I opened the door to my house and felt so happy. First, Logan fought back for me, second, he fought back for me again, and third, HE DROVE ME HOME! I went in my room feeling so happy and loved, until I saw my brother in my room.

'What are you doing here?' I said. With full embarrassment.

'Why? Can't let your brother stay in your room?' He said. Something fishy is going on. I saw my diary in his hands.

'KYLE GIVE ME MY DIARY!' I said, running to him.

'No! Heh heh!' He teased me and we ran around my room for like, 10 minutes.

'Dinner!' said my dad. He's cooking dinner. Wow, That's first time.

'FOOD!' Said Kyle. He dropped my diary. Yay.

===To Be Continued===

Love Me, Logan #3

'Hi!' Said Mrs. Alexander, Logan's mom.

'Hi! How are you?' Said my mom.

'I'm good, you?'

'I'm fantastic!'

'Hey Mrs. West,' said Logan. He smiled sweetly at her. I'm still behind my mom, I'm not visible...yet.

'Logan! Look at you! You are very good looking now! And tall!' Said my mom. That was embarrassing. She's pretty old-fashioned.

'Hi Mrs. West!' Said Farren. He hugged mom, mom picked him up and gave him a kiss.

'Hello Farren! Karen, why don't you say hi?' Said mom. I moved half a meter away from where I was before and I shyly looked up at Logan.

'Hi,' I said. With a smile. I smiled sweetly, begging for his attention. 'Hi Mrs. Alexander. Hey Farren.' I said. I wasn't expecting a hug from Farren but he hugged me. I just smiled at him and held his hand.

Logan just stood there. With an expression full of shock. 'Whoa. Hoodie girl gone bad eh?' He said.

'Does it look bad?' I asked.

'Naw. You look hot!' He said. Awwww! He called me hot!

'Logan, Karen, why don't you walk around while me and Jane talk our talk, hehe.' Said mom. I don't know, she sounded pretty nervous saying that.

'Karen, Logan, you don't mind bringing Farren with you?' Asked Logan's mom.

Before I got a chance to talk, 'of course they won't mind, it's just Farren.' Mom said, she smiled to Farren and Logan's mom.

'Uh, that sound cool. Karen, shall we?' Logan said. He sounded so cute!

'Mhmm!' I said. Nodding my head and taking Farren's hand.

We started walking. We walked far enough to not be able to hear our mom's voices.

'What happened to you?' Asked Logan. I dropped my jaw nervously. 'I, I mean in a good way,' he said.

I chuckled a little. 'Nothing, I just wanna try a new look,' I said.

'Well, you look better that way. You look hot.' He said, he winked at me. He called me hot! I was so happy.

'Thanks. You look hot as well,' I said. Seriously. That's lame. I feel old-fashioned. I just smiled, shyly.

'Lohun! Lohun! My friend!' Exclaimed Farren. He saw his classmate, and called Logan Lohun. That's so cute.

'Okay, go play with your friend, we'll both be here.' Said Logan. "We'll Both be here" got stuck in my head and made me feel like I was flying. He said both! And we! I just grinned at him and laughed softly.

'You're brother is really cute,' I said.

'Pfft. And annoying,' he said.

'No he's not! He's so cute!'

'Hmm, you don't live with him everyday and have to babysit him all the time.' He said. He laughed a little and looked at me.

'Oh, really?' I used my sarcastic voice at him, as a joke of course.

'Really!'

'Haha, don't worry.' I said, smiling sweetly at him. He pushed my hair away from my face and laughed a little.

'You're so cute, Karen.' He said. I seriously felt like doing cartwheels! LOGAN CALLED ME CUTE!

I laughed softly again. I looked at the landscape. It's so pretty, swans swimming around the lake, little boys and girls running around, young couples walking, and parents looking happy seeing their kids playing around. We just sat on the grass near the lake, letting the time pass by.

'Hey, can I ask a question?' I asked.

'Go for it,'

'I saw you kissing a girl in front of your locker a few days ago,' I pulled some grass of the ground. 'And I was wondering, was that you girlfriend?'

'Uh, yeah. Well, more like ex actually.'

'Ex?'

'Yeah, we broke up last night. She was going out with another guy, well, two other guys. I caught her talking on the phone and MSN with two other guys. And like, they were talking about hav--'

'Stop. Too much!' I said. I hugged my legs.

'Sorry.'

'She sounds like some kind of prostitute. Sorry.' I coughed.

'Yea, it's 'kay.'

'You don't look or sound like you just broke up with somebody,'

'I don't know. I'm just in the mood for something, yet, I don't know what's that something. I'm just...in the mood.'

'Oh,' I started feeling something. Bad or good, I don't know.

'So you're single?'

'Mhmm,' he said. Nodding his head and smiling at me.

I felt like saying the L word at him. I felt like hugging him. I felt like saying what I feel about him. I want him to know that I love him.

Suddenly, Farren was running to us.

'Lohun! Ice cream! Please please please please pleaseeee?' He said. He hugged Logan. Very cute.

'Okay. Go choose your flavor. You want? On me,' he said. He took my hand and pulled me.

OMG! OMG! OMG! He held my hand.
'What do you want?' He asked.

'Uh, is this okay?' I asked, I know its just ice cream, but you'll never know.

'Don't worry, it's just ice cream.' He smiled at me. 'I'll take the chocolate. And the lady?'

'I'll take the vanilla.' I said. It's nice of him, even thought we are not that close.

After Logan payed for our ice cream, he got a phone call. His ring tone was Set to Fail by Lamb of God. My favorite song by Lamb of God!

'Hello? Okay, okay. We'll be there. Bye.' He put his phone back in his pocket. 'Hey, we got to go back to our moms. Come on Farren.' He said.

On our way back to our moms, Farren was humming cheerfully some kind of tune, enjoying his ice cream.

'Mommy!' Shouted Farren, running to hug his mom.

'Hey! How was your day?' Asked my mom.

'Good,' I said.

'Really good,' said Logan.

'Glad you had a great time. But we have to go Logan,' said Logan's mom.

'Okay.' He said. No expression.

'We also have to go missy. Family dinner.' Said my mom. Since when she called me missy? That's weird.

It was time to part after this awesome day. I hate goodbyes.

'Bye Mrs. Alexander, bye Farren,' I gave both a kiss, 'bye Logan.' I said shyly. He suddenly spread his arms, he knows what I want! He hugged me.

'Bye Jane, Farren, and Logan.' Said my mom.

'Bye Agnes, bye Karen!'

We all parted. I went to my car, they went to their's.

===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #2

It's a saturday night. I dont have anything to do. Usually, I would go with my best friend Jessica, but she's not here. She's in Spain, her home. I gave my hopes up after Logan hung up. I love him, but, the sentence is not done. I love him, he loves a girl. That does not sound right at all. How can I get attention from him? How can I make my self visible in his eyes? I keep telling my self, it's not possible. You need to do something to get his attention. If I want to get it, I have to earn it.

Suddenly, after all my silence, my phone rang, playing Roger That by Young Money, I picked it up.

'Hello?' I answered

'Uh, Karen? This is Lo--'

'LOGAN?!' Ohmygawd. Ohmyfreakinggawd. LOGAN CALLED ME!!

'Yeah. Sorry we got disconnected before, I dropped my phone. It's broken now, my dad told me to use this phone to call you back.'

'Oh,' His dad told him to call me back. He does not like me. I can freaking tell!

'What were you going to say?'

'Uh,'

'Hello?'

'Uh, it's nothing. Really.'

'Really?'

'Yeah, yeah.' I said. WHAT ABOUT LOGAN'S GIRLFRIEND?!?!

'Oh, okay. Bye.' -doooot-.

He hung up on me. He hung freaking up on me?! I felt like crying. How does that sound like he likes me? How? His dad told him to call me back, his DAD. And the thing I'm really pissed now is that he hung up on me. What do I have to wear to get his attention? Just a bra and panties to school? In fact, no clothes at all? What do I have to do to get his attention? Jump off the school roof and shout Logan I Love You? This made me cut on my finger, accientally. I was doing a project and I was holding scissors, that's normal. But this one, it's because of the L word.


Sunday. Sunday is family day. I don't know what embarrassing thing mom will make us do, I just don't feel like doing it.

'Good morning, Karen. Pancakes, or waffles?' mom asked.

'Pancakes please.' I said. Walking to the fridge, getting me some O.J.

'Here you go.' as she layed the plate on the table.

I ate my pancakes, drank my O.J., I still don't feel better. Usually, pancakes turn me on but not this time.

'What are we going to-'-cough-'today?' My cough sounded pretty bad. Seriously. Did I put too much syrup or something? I don't know.

'Are you okay? That cough sounded bad,'

'Yeah,' Not really. I felt like saying that. But, it's too late. I guess.

'Well, I was planning to go to the park. I was planning to meet up with Jane.' She said. Jane, that sound familiar. Jane, JANE DESEREE ALEXANDER! LOGAN'S MOM!

'I'm coming.' I said. Suddenly, I was turned on again. I feel like doing cartwheels and go YAY YAY YAY YAY I'M MEETING UP WITH LOGAN! WHOO!! But, no. 'What time are we leaving?'

'Twelve o'clock,'

'Oh, okay.' I went to my room to shower. Even thought it's still like, 8 A.M. I feel like laughing atmy self; how I am so in love with Logan.

I showered, washed my hair, brushed my teeth, dried my hair, put on deodorant, my Chanel parfume from dad (even thought I know it's still the morning), lipgloss, eyeliner, mascara, and blush. Then I was wondering what should I wear. I remembered the hotpants my mom bought me. I never wore them. I don't show my body a lot. It's always a t-shirt or hoodie with jeans and my dirty navy blue Converse. So, I felt like today's my chance. I wore my hotpants, a tank top, clipped my hair, wore my flats, took my purse and went down stairs.

'I'm ready,' I said. I'm still walking down the stairs.

'Wow.' said my little brother, his jaws wide open. He's 13. I'm 16. 'What did you eat?' that's a compliment? I guess?

'Honey, where are you going?'

'Probably going out with her boyfriend.' my brother said with his annoying voice, and he crumpled his face to annoy me.

'Karen, I never saw you wear something like that since you were only 7 years old!' said my mom. Yeah, it's true. Last time I wore something like this was 9 years-ish ago.

'It's okay, right? Kyle shut up.' I said. I felt like sticking my middle finger up at him.

'Yes, you look beautiful. Where are you going?' asked dad.

'The park. With mom.' I said. I was shy for saying that. I felt like I was going to some other country wearing whatever I am wearing. It's just that I never wore anything like this.'

'The park?' Kyle laughed so freaking hard.

'Kyle shut up.' I said. Middle finger, middle finger was all my head told me to do. But, no. I do not act like that infront of my parents.

'It's 10 A.M. sweety, let me finish my cooking.' said mom. Oh my gosh, I spent 2 hours working on my look. He better notice me.


2 hours later, I was in mom's car already.

'MOM!' I shouted. 'MOM! HURRY! IT'S 12!'

'I'm coming! I'm coming! Hold on!' she said. She took her shoes and went inside the car. 'Whew! What kind of music are you playing?!' She asked.

'It's Lamb Of God mom. I'm like, obsessed with them.'

'Well, whatever it is, turn it off! Play Celine Dion for me!' she said. Great. A time for me to go back to her time. Celine Dion. Not that I don't like her. She has a freaking awesome voice, but, it's just not my style.

I did what mom told me. I just sat there. Mom was like, singing with her average voice. All I can do is, well, be quiet.

When we finally reached the park, I saw Mrs. Alexander. Behind her, I saw Logan. Logan! And behind him, was his little brother, Farren. I love Farren. He's so cute.

'I worked on two freaking hours for my look. Logan Alexander, you better notice me.' I said to my self, out loud. What the heck.

'What, sweety?' mom asked.

'Nothing mom.' Wow. If she knew I had a crush on Logan, Logan would know that the first second she talks.

I walked and walked. Finally, I see Logan - and his mom and brother - infront of me.


===TO BE CONTINUED===

Love me, Logan #1

I walked down the hall. There he was; his golden brown long hair, blue eyes, tanned skin, Logan Alexander. I always did have a crush on him. He's the most popular boy, school's sports star, and the best looking guy in the whole school. I love him. So much. I'd wave to him, smile at him, yet, he doesn't notice. I'm not brave. I can't tell him. I can't say the 'L Word' at him! I just can't! He will never ask out a girl like me! I'm just a normal girl, not popular, not an outcast either. I'm just, invisible in his eyes.

I'm Karen West. People call me Karen. They know me by the name Karen. Karen. That's it. I'm not popular. I'm not a hottie. I'm not counted as a smart person, I mean those really brainy ones. I'm not that good at sports. I suck at math. The only thing I'm good at is, music, singing, and drama. Both types of drama. If you know what I mean. I don't think I'm that attractive; when I go to school, I'll wear a hoodie, or a t-shirt, jeans, and my dirty navy blue Converse. I'm not rich, I'm not poor either. So, the one word that describes me is just, "average". Average. I'm just a normal girl, in love with a guy, hoodies and jeans to school, not rich not poor, average. Fortunate but average. Average. I can't get that word our of my head. Average.

'Riiiiing'. First bell. History class.

'Everyone grab a seat! Today we will be talking about World War One.' said Mr. Gordon. Our history teacher, he's pretty much a history himself. He's like, 60 or something. Not to be rude.

'Sir, we've been talking about World War One two weeks ago. What about World War 2?' Asked Felicia. She's like, school brain. She's freaking smart.

'Aah, Felicia. Now open your text book chapter 8, page --'

'Sorry Mr. Gordon! Sorry I'm late!' exclaimed Logan. He's late. He never is though.

'Mr. Alexander. Find a seat. You can sit there next to Ms. West. Chapter 8, page 143 please.' said Mr. Gordon. He's really nice.

'I can sit here, right?' Logan said. I was too busy looking at his eyes. 'Uh, hello?' He waved his hand in front of my face.

'Oh! Uh, sorry. Yeah, sure, sit.' I said. That was soooo not how I expected. He only smiled at me. More like a grin. He's so cute!

I wasn't really paying attention during class. I mean, how could I? Logan's next to me. LOGAN. LOGAN ALEXANDER. Oh my God. I still can't believe it.

'So, what's today's topic?' asked Logan. His voice! Oh my God! Logan talked to me!

'World War One,'

'Didn't we discussed that two weeks ago?'

'Hmm, yeah. Haha,' I answered him. "Hmm, yeah. Haha." What the hell? That's all I can say? Lame!


After history, me and Logan went to separate classes. I was in French, he's in P.E., I was in Music, he's in Spanish and so on. Yeah, that's pretty lame.


The next day, I wasn't really feeling well. I had a headache and everything is spinning. But I'm still bothered to go to school. Can't miss history class.

During history, he sat beside me again. We didn't talk much, I don't know why.

When we had to take notes, I took out my notebook and there was a picture of me and my brother. He died during an airplane ride. He was from Chicago to New York. The pilot lost control so, it just, crashed. I miss him a lot.

'Whose this? Your boyfriend?' Asked Logan.

'He's my brother,'

'You have a brother?'

'Well, had actually.'

'Huh?'

'He died in a plane crash.'

'Oh. Sorry.' He said. Then, an awkward silence came between us.

After history, just like everyday, I only get to meet him during lunch, break, and dismissal. And that's basically the whole time of the day I could only see him.

Even though I can't see him, I can text him. I always do. He's still single, its okay.


For a month, everything went normal. Just like everyday. Until, the day that freaked me out. I SAW LOGAN KISSING SOME GIRL IN FRONT OF HIS LOCKER! My heart shattered to pieces. The guy I like, all my phone credits I used to text him and get him to like me, wasted. WASTED.

After what I saw, I wanted to go home. But I couldn't. I'm still fit, I'm not sick, I can't go home. I couldn't concentrate at my studies after how he broke my heart.

When I went home, I just said hi to my mom, acted like nothing was wrong, went up to my room and cried. All day long. My freaking love for him, wasted!

The next day, history class, since his "girlfriend" was not there, he sat next to me.

'Hey,' he said.

'Hi.' I said. That's it. "Hi." No more. I'm just that heartbroken.

'Is something wrong?' He asked. I guess that's sweet of him, but still.

'Uh,' my head was like, YES YES YES YES YES I LOVE YOU!!!! 'No. Nothing's wrong.'

'Do you want to say something? Or maybe, talk about it?' He asked. I'm just like, awwwww ♥

'Uh, no.' I said. That's it? That's it!

Then history class starts and days go on. Every time I see him standing there, talking to a girl, I feel so cold, there's a possibility for tears to run down my cheeks, I always look down to the floor. I can't take seeing him with that girl. I just can't!

So that night, I decided to ask him.

'Logan, you better pick up.' I said to my self.

'Hello?' He said. He picked up! Yay!

'Hey Logan, this is Karen.'

'Oh, hey Karen. What's up?'

'Is that girl you've been with in front of your locker your girlfriend?'

That sound that tells you you've been disconnected, that "doooooooooooot" sound. That's the only thing I heard for an answer. No voice of Logan. Just doooooot.

I flipped my phone. I threw it on my bed. And cried.


===TO BE CONTINUED===